hurt....
i can't take it anymore...
everyone around me...hurt me...
today...my dad...die ckp..bodoh sgt to me...
i knew i made a mistake..
but..he shouldn't said that...
hurt...im his only daughter...
n him...
i told him..he get mad...
ckp..i x bleh nk kne tgur langsung...manje sgt...
ckit2 nk merajuk...
i want to comfort me..not mad at me...
why he cant support me...like i do...
why??? why????
i need him to be by myside...
x kire mase...sedih suke, senang susah...
i don need him to solve my prob..i just need him so that i know he always there for me...
itu sahaja....

hurt...again...

as usual...
die ttbe nk marah aku..
sbb nye..
die ckp aku tanye byk soalan ble die bgun tdo..
die yg msg aku..
aku tanye la dh bangun ke..
itu pun die nk mrh aku
sejak blakangn die die dh lain..
bkn --- yg aku knal dlu...
die dh x pnah nk fkirkan perasaan aku..
aku rase macam aku sorang yg sayang die skrang nie..
i don know why..
walaupun dh berjuta kali die sakitkan hati aku..
i still love him...
aku rase aku x sanggup kehilangan die....
i want him to change..
like the old days...
i miss him...
he used to laugh..but now..
die mcm serius semacam..
aku xlah kebudakan sgt...
but aku nk gk manje2 ngan die lg...
skarang..
sume yang aku nk ckp...kne ati2..
takot sgt kne marh ngan die..
hari ni die tdo awal...
tatawu la btul ke x..
he did say sorry to me before he sleep...
tp...
love u xde rni...
i called die punye no lg satu...ingat x bukk sim tu...
leh tggl voicemail..
tp..sim tu on...
curios jugk..
tp rtu die de bgtawu nk gune 2 fon..n aku kasi..
x pela..abaikan..
aku x rase die de perempuan lain....
i hope so..
dh la.. aku nk tdo..cube lelapkan mate...
i hope die de wish aku malam ni...